Time

Time doesn't wait on you.
You wait on time.
Time can be something you would trade everything to go back and everything to have more of.
One hour, minute, or second can be the difference between life and death. Time can be healing or painful. Time is precious. We have to have time as a way of structure and measurement for this life. To help us learn consequences to the use of our agency. A way to measure all growth, physically, mentally, and spiritually. The question we will have to answer when we move on to heaven is "what did you do with the knowledge and the TIME you spent on earth?" Are we checking our 'life clock' to see how much time we may have left? Do we realize how much we CAN accomplish with our time? Is it important to us that we make our time count? Maybe we haven't figured out what to do. We all have a purpose. It's up to us to pray and find out what that is.

2012 presidential election results.

Oh so many thoughts and feelings right now. All I can say is it hasn't gotten bad enough yet, there's still about less than half of The United States that still needs to be humbled and They will be suddenly brought to truth with Obama at the head of this ship. Obama does not have The United States best interest at heart. And on a more literal point, Obama isn't American, nor does he respect America, our navy seals, constitution, or our future. He kisses the rings of corrupt muslim leaders, he is pro abortion (killing babies), I could go on and on, not being in alliance with Israel, putting our country into debt, taxing the rich and giving to the lazy. Basically he needs to be not only impeached, but put in jail and tried for those navy seals he denied help to and lost their lives. I'm so disappointed and sad for those who can't see the truth. If they weren't informed before they will be now. And there will be no celebrating then. Just praying, on their knees, for their freedom.

bye bye 27

its my birthday in a few mins. getting older just flies by.

Well, I am now living in Lafayette, LA, and it feels good to be home. I've been traveling a bit visiting family and a little side work with my boyfriend, Brian. He has moved here also, and I'm so excited for him to be here! I am very lucky that he's mine, i love that man so much. I have a lot to be grateful for. I'm happy to be where i am in my life. I have a lot that I want to accomplish. I am not promised tomorrow, so I don't have time to waste. Tonight my mother read to me her journal entry the night before I was born, of course we could barely get through it without tearing up, it was such a sweet letter to me. We called Daniel and Amber tonight and read scriptures as a family and had prayer. And April cut her thumb pretty bad cutting a carrot, bless her heart, she almost fainted. Well it's 12:00am, happy birthday to me :)

This I know

i never know where to start. i want to write about how happy i am and that i feel blessed to be where i am in life right now. i've had many miracles happen to me, and for me. I have had some rough moments that have taught me to be humble, to follow the commandments, and to trust God. i remember being very sick, physically and spiritually at times. Both of which have humbled me. we have those experiences to remember Who God Is, and who we are, that we need Him and we need the Atonement, and that He loves us unconditionally, and when no one else is there, He is. Its at those times we reconnect with our Maker and our Savior. I think God has been very merciful with me, and I am deeply grateful. He is merciful with all of us. How fast we forget His miracles and his mercy in our lives. How easy is it to do what He asks? Compared to what He's done for us, its not difficult at all to follow His commandments. I don't believe in coensidences. I know God Lives, I know He loves us more than anyone could ever love us. We just need to have faith and believe and trust and follow His commandments.

sometimes things are so perfect. and sometimes I don't see it at all.

today

what are the things i wanna keep in my life? what do i wanna let go of? what do i wanna invite?
and how does this happen gracefully?

love

what do we really want? what do i really want? love. and its not that we want it. we need it. and we'll get it in whatever form we choose to. but we also need to give it.

have you ever possessed something so beautiful... as unconditional love?

but then it really isn't a possession is it? because it doesn't exist if its not given.