Tuesday, February 10, 2009

I ONCE ASKED SOMEONE THEIR MOST AND LEAST FAVORITE THINGS ABOUT ME WERE....

FOR SOMEONE WHOM I HADN'T KNOWN VERY LONG.... I FELT LIKE HE KNEW ME BETTER THAN I KNEW MYSELF AT THAT POINT.

- My favorite thing about Aftan Diane Walker (T. R. ) ;-)
Physical aspect...your eyes. They say a mouthful. Non physical aspect...there is a very deep and underlying ocean of thought and compassion that you carry with you and reflects how you see the world. I do sense a little struggle within yourself on topics and ideals, but your well anchored and have a kind soul.
- My least favorite thing about you...sometimes this ocean of profound thought is so underlying that someone wanting to share ideas and thoughts and emotions, has their work cut out for them. however the reason I notice this aspect of you is because I also tend to do the same, and hide a whole side of me from people at times. So it's something I can identify with. And the fact that I notice this in you and can relate, makes me feel good and not so alone as a human being ...so then it becomes one of my favorite aspects of you...so I guess I can't really think of much I don't like about you.

I wrote a poem...

I’VE FORGOTTON
The moment I knew I loved you
Our first and second first kiss
The smell you left on my pillow
The warmth of your breath
How much I love your smile
The deep blue in your eyes
Everything about you
Even the tears you made me cry.


Thursday, February 5, 2009

RED AIR ALERT

Such beautiful mountains..... but how can I appreciate their beauty if I can't see them? I'm a little concerned about breathing this Utah air. I heard on the news today that Utah has the 2nd highest cases of autisim. I've noticed that Utah also has a high amount of Cancer / tumor cases (not sure of the stats). Utah is highly medicated (fact).... It makes me wonder if the air has anything to do with all this. And something about nuclear testing not too far from here at some time... it may have been a long time ago, but does it really just go away? where does it go?.... I'm sure there are a lot of statistics that I haven't come across that are probably just as shocking. So what's the answer? Can we actually clean the air? I don't wanna find out I have a tumor in a year... or 10 yrs at that. Maybe i'll invest in a gas mask.